Thursday, April 15, 2010

Hmmm...

Working out in the pool is not what I expected. I guess the dumb ass in me thought of this would be fun and easy. WRONG. My arms feel like spaghetti. But fuck it, what is it they say in the USMC? Pain is weakness leaving the body. This boy has got to get his ass in shape for once and all.

I need to buy new tactical boots or have RJ mail me the ones I left in NYC. I dunno why it happens but when I put 'em on this confidence boost just surges in me. Having to wear flip flops every where here makes me feel less masculine but it's so fucking hot here.

I fucking hate when people down here who when they first see me they think I'm a man but then do this double take and then stare. They get my "what the fuck are you looking at?" glare. Young folks get the hint but the older people seem to be oblivious to it cuz they keep staring. Perhaps I should start binding my chest. The problem is they're fucking huge. I hate them. Always have and until I get a reduction surgery always will.

Koi fish tattoos have been calling my name lately and I think the designs I've seen are awesome. We'll see.


Can't wait til the 29th. Going for my gun license. I'm thinking about once I get some more training that I'll go for my instructors license. Maybe make some extra cash. I really want to offer classes to the gay community down here. Lord knows there's enough ignorant people down here that think that because were gay were not human and inferior and therefore dispensable. Plus it's away to get more involved in my community. I'm not saying to go out and shoot people but sometimes just having the knowledge gives people confidence. Who know maybe I'll start an all queer self-defense course.

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